Shit.

So it seems this journal is fast becoming a way for me to vent my most self-deprecating thoughts.

My clothes aren't fitting. I feel awful. My face is full of pimples and I can't stand it. I am freakishly fat. I HATE looking in the mirror. I always feel in my head that I am thin and every time I see myself it is a constant surprise. When is my day of reckoning? When will I be done eating the shit I do? I can't stop myself. I fucking hate myself for it.